Was browsing through blogs, and i just felt so blessed all of the sudden.
sang at` @ 6:38 PMSaturday, July 08, 2006
used to tell the bf i wasnt happy because he gets upset easily and take things too hard. i wasnt sure why he ignored me the last time, when he caught me looking at this other hunk, neither did i understand why he gets so upset each time i hang he's call.and there were the past few mths when ive flared up over lil things he said.and i got mad at him for not rebutting back each time i argued.
Each time he bottled he's unhappiness & pretended he's ok. and as the mths went by, i grew increasingly ignorant of how much a lousy gf i was. while he continued pampering me with stalks of sunflowers, gifts ,my every cravings & surprises at my door.he travelled the extra miles to make sure i get home safely, spent loadsof $$ on cabfares to reach my place in time for surprises, wasted he's time to accompany me when im bored or alone.the result was just more naggings from me for wasting he's time&money. he told me its just lil things to show he's love-i never really understood that sentence.
but now i know & i understand why.
why he wld sacrifice so much just to spoil me, just to see that smile (tho sometimes i refuse to show).
I've thought whatever that happened over last weekend wld wither this rs,wld make everything we use to do become a past. but i was wrong,wrong abt you, wrong abt the way i looked at things, wrong abt this rs.
i love you very very much baby.
aft close to 5 mths,
our every meetup & dates are as ever refreshing & fun and ur actions sweeter than ever (:
i love you always, jy baby xD
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